Hurt

i hurt myself today to see if i still feel

i focus on the pain the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting

try to kill it all away but i remember everything

what have i become? my sweetest friend

everyone i know goes away in the end

you could have it all my empire of dirt

i will let you down i will make you hurt

i wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair

full of broken thoughts i cannot repair

beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears

you are someone else i am still right here

what have i become? my sweetest friend

everyone i know goes away in the end

you could have it all my empire of dirt

i will let you down i will make you hurt

if i could start again a million miles away

i would keep myself i would find a way